I am well, I am thriving.

Even when I don't feel so, I am okay. I believe in my abilities. Everything I am asking for is evolving in reality. It won't always play out how I think, but it's getting me to where I want to go; where I'm meant to be going because of the hard work I've done since I was a child. I don't judge or shame myself or others, I see the full spectrum of humans and humanity. I practice radical self acceptance and from there I can move forward. I respect my needs, I meet my own needs as much as possible. I am in love with myself.

I love you always, little one.

I miss myself, I know I have lost out on a lot. But it's time I came back to my true essence, and re-envision how I want to live in this world now that I fully know that I'm alone, and only I can change things for myself and my future life outcomes. I am scared, of course, and I'm very aware of all of the hard work required to move in any direction; especially at this point in time alone, especially at this age, but I trust and believe in myself so much and I know I'll eventually get there. I'll always come back and remind myself that I fully trust and believe in myself to get through anything life throws at me. I trust the right people/help will become available, I trust that I will be able to take the leaps I need to with wholehearted bravery and I know that all of me - past, future and present, she'll always be okay. I love little me so much, and I'm doing this for her; because no one was ever there for her. So, it is time that I am in more ways than I have been. I was only in the infancy of my healing journey, but now it's time to level up. I have to maintain this blog, or I'm not trying to live. And it really is about time I tried at life.