I hope that you, my reader, remain safe and well during these troubling times too.

I've had slumps. I had to go and get food yesterday, and people were still being idiots. I reached out to P also, so far they only have a curfew over there. I got some ice cream that could easily rival B&J's. I've continued reading and journalling, I miss full embodied dance and singing but my mother's been around. Last night Rich and I went deep into honesty. I have much more to talk through with him. It seems like this lockdown may last 6 months in variant forms. I miss the freedoms. But I am also angry with those who treat people as nothing, and capitalism as everything. Everyone's basic needs need to be met. I know I'm grateful that I have a roof over my head and food in my belly.

Years and years from now, I wonder what people will think about this period of time. They will never truly know what it is to live in these times.

I hope you reach out, if you do read this. I'm on my own, always. Idk what I'll do if I am literally completely on my own.