I think that this could be something beautiful.

I know myself therefore I know him. I think we can have something amazing, and bring our individual whole selves to the table - to be loved, appreciated, respected, tender, and supportive with each other. I feel my fears and that's how I know it is the right thing, to allow someone to help me to work through them. I've been remembering about such important concepts, like decolonisation and showing up in all of my truth. Of the mother wound and how patriarchy and other systems (the prison system, the healthcare system etc etc) really disadvantage the majority of us, and yet we keep on perpetuating their need as a valued place in our societies.

I want to build a new and better world, and I will. With the people who are willing to do it with me.

I look forward to the journey ahead.