i went to town today for the first time since lockdown began and so many people were not being cautious or keeping socially distant, and not many people at all were wearing masks indoors where they can't socially distance. i was confident in the library at the beginning, but i didn't stay only to return a book back. the rest of it made me breathe so hard i felt by the end of the trip i hadn't been breathing much at all. deep breaths on the way home. at least i thoroughly cleaned everything and did my own good hygiene routine in these strange times. and i am glad it's been warm today. felt like summer again.
anyway, my period is slowly returning to a 28 day cycle it seems. and they want me to spring and go to the lakes tomorrow when it is due on. can't do it with less than 15 hrs notice. a is gonna be disappointed.
i made quesadilla's tonight and they were excellent.
there's loads going on in terms of me remembering my past, people like becky getting in touch again, all ptsd stuff coming back up.
i wanna say something i've learned since my last post but currently, i need rest.
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