doooov it all again.

 is it me and my fears or is our past in our way?

i miss people, so i've started getting back in touch with them. also, i've been ill and chris keeps trying to tell me i may have covid.

today i went out for my walk late afternoon and the old lady was about and she said hello so i say hiya back. i think we chatted for a good 20 mins at least. she was telling me that she goes on walks twice a day and in diff places. she lives at the end of the walkway houses from my end. things haven't improved with her daughter since our last chat. apparently her daughter's had a fall and can't go work as an a & e nurse but she won't go and see anyone herself. she used to be an a & e nurse herself, and she told me that you just get on with it and don't think about it when i said that that must have been traumatic. she told me that her first husband was serving, and he got shot in the head and died straight away. she said she has several kids, two who moved over to the states on the west coast. we chatted about mother daughter relationships/friendship and i called her lovely and she called me lovely! she told me that i was the only person who'd talked to her all day. i told her i believe that kindness makes the world go around and wished her luck with my fingers crossed and finally told her i had to go. after we had discussed life after covid, and wanting to go to warmer weather in the states. and all sorts. love her and am blessed i met her again.