what's not meant for me can be dropped, i need to let the deadweight go because it is not serving me. it's heavy. and yes, it's okay to feel sad. i had a lot of hope but now i just need to get excited about new things. maybe do the whole spoken word poetry thing, rollerskating, crotcheting and sewing!! loads of things to try. dance in the summer! more cooking/baking. ffyeahhh!!!
i'm not bypassing the sadness, but merely reminding myself there's more ahead once i've felt these feels. doin' it for myself. i deserve support, help, community, love. i've never really had that, or guidance, or parents being parents so yeah, it's my aim to try to heal those parts.
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