everything's gonna be okay, so i keep telling myself.

i promised myself i'd send rich a final message around this time, and i did. no clue if he saw it but there ya go. i asked for safety, it never happened and now i move on. i will always miss him as a friend that checks in but nevermind, life goes like that sometimes. i've been trying to get back in my body. i've been resting. but i need to push forward with purpose and try something new soon. i can't stay static forever. bravery is coming.