the support they had in the south west, yes it's what i craved and needed and wanted. but i've been redirected to what is true for me. white people support isn't entirely what i need. especially those that don't care about not having non white friends if they are white. community needs to be inclusive. and so those i've let go of are entirely mono and one type in their communities. now it's slowly happening for me in the right ways, i'm beginning to understand that it just wasn't my time or place back then and i am at peace with it. i miss people but they weren't ever truly my people. i trust and believe i will find mine, and i am. even online people seem to be aligned! irl, more and more so each week. things are clicking. i'm so glad.
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