today i showed up and got another one on one session in dance. we got to talk about the things that were on my mind, and that are going on personally for me. it was interesting, because it all flowed and i got to speak what was on my mind - i'm never usually given the space to go full flow on all of that. i thought she wouldn't understand, but she even completed my unspoken words about how they're all about the pretence! we got to focus more on how exactly to do the dance moves - but she keeps on doing different song sets and i should bring that up with her, because she wants me to learn the moves but we don't do it often enough or in a consistent way.
but hey, things feel like they're shaky but also i found strength in my vulnerability and i didn't think i'd be understood but i was!
the shaky might be related to finally being seen and heard on that topic (other than in other safe spaces), but it could also be to do with more grief work i have to move through. remember the path that yr on, grrl!
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