the hardest challenge yet.

whatever's next that i've asked for is asking me to stay present and rest, slow right down and be here for myself and take care of me/fall in love with me again. i'm not sure about the whole dance fitness training, i'm not sure about poetry or spoken word anymore, i'm not sure about the company i barely keep. i'm not sure about the spaces i frequent (largely non-diverse). but maybe just being with myself might help clear things up.