i have no idea, but i take what i have and do what i can with the present moment.

immersing myself in daily creativity. i went and did zentangle (not many people showed up this morning) and a collage type thing in the middle. then i went off to show sue my next macrame leaf and she was impressed; we started a diamond art kit this afternoon and i barely saw mark and lucky as it was nearly time for the end by the time i got out. there's a service thing for simon at the centre on friday, but spaces are limited to 9 people so idk if i'm gonna go. will ring and find out the deets tomorrow. was thinking of giving in the macrame leaves to the christmas fair craft stall for the 27th. also thinking about helping w the batik stuff again this thursday maybe. i stupidly signed up for tuesday afternoons for a couple of weeks end of nov/early december to do a community project glass painting for the college ugh. but she swung tuesday afternoons instead of monday for me, so i'm gonna have to go. oh yeah, this guy at the centre rubbed his fingers all over the mouth of my bottle when he didn't comprehend filling it up with water after i'd asked him nicely - like wtf. i was super thirsty (hadn't had much water for 4 hrs) so i dared a couple of sips. now i'm sneezing. i hope i don't get anything. esp not the c after never having had it so far. ugh.

but yeah, i continue to love the life i'm living. lil me used to wanna be in a foreign and warmer climate and do all the things, and travel. but i am content with right here, rn. for now.

also, it rang through when i tried rich the other day. whaaaaat even. but not now, i guess if ever, it'll be years down the line.