vulnerability, come on.

i need to make friends and be able to ask them for basic needs like hugs to be met. i have had stomach pain since last night, but i didn't eat anything massively wrong. maybe i need to cut out gluten/wheat. i made falafel in wholemeal pita bread with shredded carrot and shredded red cabbage with hummus, i forgot the red pepper though. everything is so busy and i just want time to do nothing by myself. light is returning, the warming sun is beginning to return - i want more time. but i'm building.