oh yes, i am committed to growing my community, and kickstart my year off properly now. i want to find vulnerability and intimacy and fight for who/what i am passionate about. maybe i was self-sabotaging with rich. but i absolutely need clear communication so it wasn't a failure on my part, because maybe he did want something more, but just needed to define what and how it would work. he only told me what he didn't want, so we cannot work with that. i guess i might try again? i doubt he'll want to know but, it's either that, hope for someone else to come along. or go live in the wild like the swamp shxt, marsh girl i am! i feel this is the year i'm gonna get held like i imagine.
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