it was amazing to spend time with my gma on fri, especially just us 2 at the park. the conversations, and someone actually interested in conversing with me and passing along knowledge. plus the park there was huge, with bridges, blossoms, ducks and all. got to go shopping and pick my own veg from the greengrocers. then it's been chill, and dad made me homemade air fryed chips. i am staying thankful for all the things i have, whilst simultaneously feeling sad about the needs i'll never easily get met due to cptsd. i need a village of ppl without burning myself out trying 5 days a week to be around ppl who clearly aren't my people.
time to re-think my approach.
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