Deep winter is about to land and after some heavy and lengthy processing yesterday, I know what my focus for the year should be. It's to maintain genuine, safe, healthy, and wholesome connections with others who I can call friends. Or perhaps even friends who I can call family. Since I was a child, I've always known I need to be away from here. Building up a foundation of safety with others, support from systems in so far as they can, and asking for help from friends is the next move. The things my parents and theirs never took/had the chance to take. Their culture focused solely on family/extended family as friends, more or less. I bet a lot of that was caught up in fakery and comparison etc. I am here to lead the way to better ways of being. I am doing this and I am succeeding.
The time of rest is almost over, and now I must write a plan of action.
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