getting back to the basics and the self care.

yes, i have been remembering the past. but i also need to come back to knowing how much i have conquered and overcome. i did that. i am still on that path of self-healing and i will get back on track, small step by small step. already started that with making my yellow pepper soup, placing boundaries with the mother's outrageous behaviour again (she hasn't had it in extremes since before covid!) and also with just relaxing into the flow and rest. not worrying about what i didn't get done. the things and people that stay are still awaiting. i will get myself to them, i trust in my timing. and i believe in my bigger picture.