unsteady, but hold on.

i gotta stay the course, the discomfort means there may be growth. i call past my limitations, i become. in the process of becoming it can feel like a rake through the organs. but it's natural, change can be an upheaval process. keep going, lil one. 

today's dance fitness class was more challenging in some ways, i was more self conscious, i was shy, i held back a whole lot. i was scared. i don't know really. but i met Pat and she was lovely, had convos about gratitude. and she went off on a tangent and said she saved some guy from suicide. we talked about heather (her daughter's name too) - the plant.