Friday, September 17, 2021

Life is like a box of chocolates, innit.

i want so many things to change for the better, but i know it'll take more hard work. today, i wanted jeff to ask me q's instead of being a self serving person who took my time, my precious time where i could have asked lucky more about what she did after college. she said she might come back to the monday class after her barge trip this monday from portland. she was playing pool with the guys. and then r played with this woman -- and it was nice to be around everyone for the quiz. even got some tasty chocolate sainsbury's b'day cake in a heart shaped napkin cos it was one dude's 40th. i think i must be the youngest there. at least i chatted w r walking down. she goes counselling once a month, and then she was talking lots about the centre and her book she's reading. and how she wanted to publish poetry.

i watched crazy rich asians. my period finally came, 38 day cycle eep. just gotta hope it evens out. i tried the B&J's Netflix and Chill'd flavour - pb ice cream with salt and sweet pretzel and brownie chunks. a lil bit of nom.

themother didn't say a word, but i'm sure she had come in my room while i was out as the door was closed differently than how i usually do it.

i tried my period knickers for 7 hours now, it feels so wrong but so nice at the same time. i'm about to go wash them out and then see how quickly they can dry (see if i can wear them once again tomorrow?)

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