fxck colonialism

watching Empire State of Mind, and ugh, just the stuff uncovered that is being told in the mainstream is good, but it still angers me.

i connected with my body in a more loving and tender way again, trying to get right down to my feminine parts. open and unlock my creativity. i wanted to paint today, but i feel like i never have enough time in the day. i think the key is to wake at 7 and go to sleep by 11ish. i think making the best out of the light situation in the darkest month to come is how i should play this.