feeling sensitive, deeply sad, wanting to "go home" wherever that is (it's not here after two major repeated boundary offences). i've been self sabotaging and i also didn't speak as much in dance class today, as i wanted to. more people mean less opportunity and focus. i have automatic retro bad feels, i swear it's the full moon. i'm so tender and tired, i've been headachy since i got home and i just want to cry (but will it even come out?!)
i'm just resting, breathing, letting myself be with kindness, compassion and care. tomorrow is a new day.
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