please yourself, be yourself.

something is coming together, although i cannot see it. both of them are away on friday so i get to skip out on being anywhere near her on her b'day and hopefully go do van gogh alive and have a meal with ash. see where that one goes with him. open and flourish. it's scary to become. i feel like the creative life is for me, i just need support and a breakthrough. something new is coming, it's evolution bby.