i'm thankful dad could drop me this morning, i had even more fun than if it were normal dance with smime, and there were younger ppl there as well as middle aged. plus mary is lovely, if not a bit full on but that's just me. there were more circle dances though, which i wasn't sure about. butttt, it just goes to show how much more confident i am in myself than even just over half a year ago. like 7 months since i last went - andddd, jo returned the same time as me. although, i won't be going next week. i can't do full on days like this anymore. clay stuff in craft group has been meh since it's air dry super fast dry clay but we shall see if i can sell or gift. and then it was nice to chat to people there though. saturday was super fun making a dreamcatcher and now i've show monday's craft group - sue wants me to show everyone how to make 'em.
i was hangry this evening, plus pre-period times. and dad went and told her it was okay to use the kitchen at 7:20!!! and we always (well, I always since i'm the only one of us both cooking atm) and plus i hadn't eaten anything in 8 hours and so that was a whole thing. plus she told me she'd be 20 mins and obviously took a lot longer and i got fed up. she'd eaten lunch after i left earlier in the day anddddd she'd snacked at 4pm. and the greed and lack of anything just annoys me.
but anyway, i feel like i wanna be held. i need some comfort and love and care. and for someone to occasionally take care of me too, y'know? i guess i'm never going to have anything like that kind of a person in my life any time soon.
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