i accept and understand you love(d?) me in yr own way.

ahhh, love. it was complicated when i was a child. and i've unlearned and learned so much since then. now i hold my own and won't accept less than i know about it. ash is actually suggesting sourdough baking, pottery, painting classes and an italian wine and food sampling evening, whaaat. he's actually come up with several decent ideas, and maybe we'll get to see the stage version of the ocean at the end of the lane at some point later this year.