i have been having strange dreams lately, and revealing hidden things i've only just figured out or things i'm remembering again. like how bad my childhood rly was, mum's behaviours and how rich was with me. how i needed humans and the ones i got and how that relates to what's familiar to me, how i've broken cycles and how i still feel like huge chunks of me are missing because i have changed and yet i didn't ever get what i need at any point in my childhood. full moon feels, and i'm glad that i have opal but i wish i had ppl in my immediate environment i could let go and relax and be fully me with. i work at a slower pace and i wish i didn't have to go to my courses each week but they don't stick around for me! at least only 2 consistent ones in Jan, then a nice lull in Feb. tomorrow i'm looking forward to going bk to mcr art gallery and seeing the exhibit i voted for last June. my main focus is exploring the new parts to the gallery; then doing some sketching. r will join at 12, so i have an hour to myself to look around. then i can go off after i've met her and do my own thing again for an hour. but it'll be good to sketch a bit too. just the excuse to get out to the art gallery i needed.
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