y'all good? i'm tired.

i want more time to stretch out, for other people to not take my sun spot 98% of the time. for the slow and stillness to resume. i'm glad i'm trying in small doses, at least that's something. i approach old situations with new enthusiasm, instead of dread. family stuff is only low stakes in terms of one day and one night for time. but big stakes in that it'll be all their family and friends there too, ppl i haven't seen in years. but i'm happy in myself. it's but a challenge to where i'm at now. all i'll be missing at the vale is headdress and mask making and finishing bird box stuff / painting.