oh my, yesterday morning i woke and i was like, yep - another chapter of my life beginning - i even had a major chapter name The Great Lesson after The Great Sadness being my first major chapter. And all was going swimmingly, until I had to spend hours wringing out my clothes because the issue with the washing machine that's been there for 9 years (and mum nor dad never bother to resolve it properly) made the drain and spin not work. i'm so glad that dad helped me with the heavier items, and he told me in africa they used to help their mum out wringing out stuff. i felt sadness and cried late at night after that, weird release. then today, our dinner nearly went on the floor. another strange test. what is going on?! An adventure a day, keeps a new chapter coming??
Anyway, I note my resilience. I got stuck in there with my clothes. I found a way to save the burgers; then dad helped save the chips. All is well. Just hope it's all smooth tomorrow cos I have an appt with T and then board games again! Can't wait to see Alex, just hope I don't dissociate again.
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