Aaaand relax.

My body has been feeling slightly better and I can feel myself relaxing into relief after so many weeks of living in stress. I feel a bit more in my body, my mind is now more open and stable. I like each and every deep breath I take. Still, I must try my best to go get checked out by a Dr. I am so grateful for meeting up and having Pizza Hut. I didn't expect Chris to treat me to a whole meal! It was lovely getting another hug from him too. I feel blessed. The people who come along when you're not really searching for anything, and they stay, those are the most comfy people. I hope that I can move forwards in new dimensions of vulnerability, and asking for what I need. I have a feeling I can start building on things with people, one scary step at a time.

Change is a constant process. But rest is also needed. Don't stagnate but know when it is deeply necessary for your bones to rest a while, lovely.