exhaustive stress.

my body is telling me that my environment and the people in it are not the right things for me. i need to do what's best for me, and that has always (my entire life) been to leave here. even when my father said "we've never really been a family," back in 2012 after his eye operation. i have always known and it has been confirmed that I have always been alone in this world. i have never had anyone that truly has my back. i must have my own back to the point my health is no longer affected. i know, the world has always been an unsafe for me. but i have to find my way in it. somehow, i will find a way. please, get yourself out of stress and into life little one.